delivered last night to my support group and read by Mindy
Hello Everyone,
As always, I am so happy to see everyone.
I am good in body and strong in faith. All is well and even the stray $500 bills here and there are nothing more than mindless attacks on my sanity. Paid for over 4 years; now become a bill due and owed by me. I must confess that it is merely a game.
I must also tell you it is fun to send in a remittal for an amount which cost the bill collectors more to process that what is needed for them to stay above the profit margin. I love them and I pray for them, but it's a hoot to mess with them. I am so unafraid that it frightens them I think. Ahh, they don't care. Oh well, I am at peace with the Lord about this and I confess my sin of obstinacy.
I have found a placement for my mother. Please pray for me as I am fighting mightily with myself about this decision. My mind knows that I have made the correct decision; however, my heart screams at me and places a burden upon the strings of being an honorable son. It has been hard to let go and place her care into someone else's hands. The struggle is in my mind I know but the sadness of distance is real in my heart. I can only pray that God understands and my dad in heaven will know the job I did and hopefully he will be proud. I owe both of my parents so much, so much that I could ever repay. They loved me and I am so thankful.
Be strong everyone, now more than ever. The world needs us. Yes, we are all so important and needed by the world at this time. Believe me, mankind is desperately in need. They have not come to the reality that we have to face every day, every second. Life is important and worth living! While the world wants to give up; it is important that we shine a light on the value of the struggle. Do not be dismissed. We have value and I refuse to be a non-producer.
Thank you for being my friends and I am so proud to call you a fellow child of God; if that offends, then I recognize you as a fellow human being.
By the way, my youngest grandson has a tooth. That's officially one more that I have. Life is good and strawberry formula is just fine.
2 comments:
Thufer, my sympathy, if you will.
It was my lot to have to do the same thing alone. I don't think I managed it well at first, but it got better for both of us eventually.
I believe the Almighty understands you, and I know that I do too. Of course your Father would be proud, how could he not be?
Your words are sound. Stay obstinate.
Best regards.
JG
JG, thank you for the kind words and encouragement. Sometimes, one just needs to hear that they are doing it right.
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