some days are just hard. i am ugly and have a lot of scars. i constantly have mucus in my ‘larry’ and i am tired. fighting social security as well as insurance yet again. it takes strength to fight this crap. to have time with my kids and grandkids and outliving my mother keep me going. but damn, it sucks to be me and no way to smile some mornings. i feel like the monster in some love passion for the pretty people. like the hunchback, there is no caregiver for me. damn them both, i made mistakes; like any human. but to leave me alone in this shit is so rude of you both. i loath you and it has shortened my live. you have defeated my will. screw you, i hope your assholes falls off!